I read quite a few webcomics. Around twenty, at the current count. One of them is The Conspiracy, which is written by my friend timmiboi. What follows is a review, of sorts.
Most consider video games to be harmless fun, an escape from the reality that drones on around you. But what if there was something more sinister behind game development?
Enter The Conspiracy.
For years, government officials have been looking for a way to cut costs in training its elite soldiers. They found it in VirtuaTech. VirtuaTech was privately funding its own training program, relying on virtual technology to create simulations, shortening training time, lowering expenses and preventing injuries. The officials approved and began funding the program.
For a while, the arrangement worked well. Training time was shortened, and the soldiers coming from the program were more highly skilled than their regularly-trained peers. Because of the controversial nature of the program, all subjects were assigned to a black ops group, kept hidden from the public eye.
But as time went on, problems arose. As the desired technology changed, fewer and fewer subjects were able to keep up. With poor results, VirtuaTech was in danger of losing funding.
VirtuaTech could not risk this. They had partnerships with governments around the world, and they had begun putting their programming into all sorts of games. And they chose to lower their moral standards. They wanted to create killing machines.
Now, new recruits are given the dirtiest of jobs with minimal information. But what happens when a recruit rebels? What if this recruit has a conscience?
The Conspiracy is, at its surface, the story about a young dog named Todd who has found himself in a bad situation. After bravely defending his friends from thieves during a bank hold up, he is approached by a mysterious party that wants to employ his skill with weapons. Oh, and they threaten him with death if he doesn’t comply.
He becomes a hit man. As the comic progresses, he is given various assignments, all resulting in the death of the target. But with each scenario, the pain builds. He was not created to murder. But where can he go? Surely he can’t tell anyone, and if he tries to escape, death is certain.
Todd leads a double life, keeping his darkest secret from his family and best friends. One day, though, the truth will be revealed, and what will be the reaction?
From a moral standpoint, the story is frequently disappointing. I suppose I shouldn’t expect a hit man to be a saint, but his chronic failure grates after a while. Under the tutelage of Lycan, the leader of his team, he chooses the way of the coward and kills an unarmed target. He hesitates, I will give him that, but in the end, he chooses darkness over light. He knows he is doing wrong.
However, recent events in the story indicate that we may be seeing a change in Todd’s character soon. I have been reading the comic hoping for this change, and it will be welcome when (if) it comes.
Very little has been seen of Josie, Todd’s girlfriend, to date, but her brief appearances suggest her to be the backbone of Todd’s conscience and moral compass. I will be looking forward to see what role she plays in the future.
The comic contains some language and considerable violence and is suitable for older teens. It can be found here.
(image drawn by timmiboi, initial text from his site)
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Challenge to Christian Furs
A few weeks ago, a friend posed this question to me: why does it seem that furries go to the furry fandom for comfort instead of to Christ? This is a fair question, and one that I have wondered in the past. The answer is simple, yet it is disheartening.
For those who do not know, the furry fandom sees itself as very accepting. Possibly due to the negative image the outside world has of the fandom, it is willing to accept other outcasts of society: sexual deviants, the irreligious, even anarchists. Put another way, the otherwise-minded. I could discuss the feedback loop this mentality creates – and probably will in another post – but for now we can leave it alone. But let me provide you with some data. According to the State of the Fandom 2008, approximately a quarter of furries are homosexual, a quarter heterosexual, and a third bisexual (the others gave no preference). Fewer than 20% of responders identified themselves as “Christian,” with the majority being agnostic and atheist. There were more pagans than Protestants. And furries tend to be much more open about their sexuality, their (anti)religious beliefs, or other behaviors. This adds another dimension to the analysis. But the overall attitude is one that will allow most any socially-marginalized mindset.
In other words, the fandom gives furries an opportunity to “feel good” about themselves, where they can experience what passes for love.
What does this mean for Christian furs? We find ourselves a minority in the fandom, generally opposed to the filth that makes up no small part of it. We are a sub-class of sorts.
Now, I said the furry fandom came across as accepting. I will maintain this position. However, there is a mindset that they are not as willing to tolerate, and that is evangelical Christianity. Why is this? I offer one primary reason: a perceived lack of love.
Mainstream furries see a crowd that has sacrificed the love of God for traditions of man, erecting an arbitrary standard based not on the Scriptures but on what they feel is acceptable. There is no love here. Instead, there is coldness, a silent look that tells the furry that “their kind” isn’t allowed here. And sometimes it isn’t silent, but a word of condemnation. So furries see a Church that is distant, that openly condemns them without knowing them. I think this is the largest hurdle Christians in the furry community face. And some in the fandom propagate this attitude. Without taking the time to see furries as humans, they instead focus on their sinful behavior and rail at them until the furries return the favor and respond with similar, hateful words. Our reputation has been tarnished by those who speak before they think.
This is not to say that we should ignore the darkness in the fandom. We can’t do that; we’d be abandoning our duty as Christians if we let them wallow in their chains, without declaring freedom. But we also can’t treat them as inhuman filth. God created them. They have value. And we must not forget that we were in darkness too, once.
I want to be like Jesus. He went to the ones who needed Him, speaking truth and love because He IS the truth and love! I do not want to wink at the works of darkness, but neither do I want to place myself on a pedestal, viewing those around me as lower than I am. I want to live my life in full surrender to God, seeing His creation as He sees it and doing as He directs, no matter what.
Anyone else?
For those who do not know, the furry fandom sees itself as very accepting. Possibly due to the negative image the outside world has of the fandom, it is willing to accept other outcasts of society: sexual deviants, the irreligious, even anarchists. Put another way, the otherwise-minded. I could discuss the feedback loop this mentality creates – and probably will in another post – but for now we can leave it alone. But let me provide you with some data. According to the State of the Fandom 2008, approximately a quarter of furries are homosexual, a quarter heterosexual, and a third bisexual (the others gave no preference). Fewer than 20% of responders identified themselves as “Christian,” with the majority being agnostic and atheist. There were more pagans than Protestants. And furries tend to be much more open about their sexuality, their (anti)religious beliefs, or other behaviors. This adds another dimension to the analysis. But the overall attitude is one that will allow most any socially-marginalized mindset.
In other words, the fandom gives furries an opportunity to “feel good” about themselves, where they can experience what passes for love.
What does this mean for Christian furs? We find ourselves a minority in the fandom, generally opposed to the filth that makes up no small part of it. We are a sub-class of sorts.
Now, I said the furry fandom came across as accepting. I will maintain this position. However, there is a mindset that they are not as willing to tolerate, and that is evangelical Christianity. Why is this? I offer one primary reason: a perceived lack of love.
Mainstream furries see a crowd that has sacrificed the love of God for traditions of man, erecting an arbitrary standard based not on the Scriptures but on what they feel is acceptable. There is no love here. Instead, there is coldness, a silent look that tells the furry that “their kind” isn’t allowed here. And sometimes it isn’t silent, but a word of condemnation. So furries see a Church that is distant, that openly condemns them without knowing them. I think this is the largest hurdle Christians in the furry community face. And some in the fandom propagate this attitude. Without taking the time to see furries as humans, they instead focus on their sinful behavior and rail at them until the furries return the favor and respond with similar, hateful words. Our reputation has been tarnished by those who speak before they think.
This is not to say that we should ignore the darkness in the fandom. We can’t do that; we’d be abandoning our duty as Christians if we let them wallow in their chains, without declaring freedom. But we also can’t treat them as inhuman filth. God created them. They have value. And we must not forget that we were in darkness too, once.
I want to be like Jesus. He went to the ones who needed Him, speaking truth and love because He IS the truth and love! I do not want to wink at the works of darkness, but neither do I want to place myself on a pedestal, viewing those around me as lower than I am. I want to live my life in full surrender to God, seeing His creation as He sees it and doing as He directs, no matter what.
Anyone else?
Saturday, August 22, 2009
I Know Why the Angels Dance -- A Review

Bryan Davis, probably best known for his young adult fantasy novels, once again proves himself a master storyteller in I Know Why the Angels Dance. It is a tale of sorrow and joy, of death and eternal life, at once applying a healing balm and encouraging catharsis.
I’ve read his books in the past and am a fan of his work, but nothing quite prepared me for this newest story. Readers will be most familiar with Dragons in our Midst, Oracles of Fire, and Echoes from the Edge. And they may purchase this book, expecting a similar story.
It’s not. As with all his books, IKWTAD is filled with spiritual insights, but this book is outside his usual genre. And this is by no means a negative. Instead, it is delightful to see something new from Mr. Davis, a break from the fantasy he so frequently writes. None of his passion is lost; in fact, this may well be the most powerful story he has written.
Two fathers, one in the light and one in the darkness. Two girls, the best of friends. What happens when tragedy strikes, when the joys of youth are cut short, and the laughter of childhood is replaced by the silence of the grave? What balm could possibly bring the fathers comfort? Readers will laugh and weep with the characters in this breathtaking novel that will thaw even the coldest of hearts, as they discover why the angels dance.
I Know Why the Angels Dance (AMG Publishers/Living Ink Books) is scheduled for release in September 2009.
Edit to add: Bryan Davis has reported that the book is scheduled to be in the warehouse on 9 October, and we can expect to see it in stores a couple weeks after that.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
About the blog
Welcome to all newcomers, and welcome back those of you who followed the old blog.
This blog will serve as a secondary source for Christ-centered FurAffinity journals. You will also see the occasional post dealing with matters of theology, with some "for fun" ones thrown in every now and then. It may be a few weeks before many posts appear, since I will want to plan ahead this time.
Oh. As always, comments are moderated.
See you around, here or on my FA page (username leviwolstrom).
This blog will serve as a secondary source for Christ-centered FurAffinity journals. You will also see the occasional post dealing with matters of theology, with some "for fun" ones thrown in every now and then. It may be a few weeks before many posts appear, since I will want to plan ahead this time.
Oh. As always, comments are moderated.
See you around, here or on my FA page (username leviwolstrom).
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